What does my dream mean?

ive had this dream around six times in the last couple months i want to know what it means i was in a deserted and destroyed town and there were a few other people there and i walked up to them and some one walks around a corner and we all hide behind a wall that is half destroyed the man we are hiding from looks like an indian with a bull skull over hi head and his chest armor and he yells some language that i don't understand there was a loud noise at this time i wake up and fall back asleep and the dream like resumes where i left off at we are all still hiding but the indian is gone we are talking but then there is a girl that i like there and she wasn't before. we start joking with one of this kids and trick him into going into one of the abandoned buildings (idk why) then all the sudden we appear at some kind of underground sanctuary and there are tons of alligators or crocodiles (idk tell which) and there are all sorts of y traps i start walking around and the girl i like is with me i start down a hallway then i see a door i look at it for a while i open it i walk in and something grabs me but its not a violent grab its like a loving grab then i see a face and its the girl she starts kissing me then she pushes me the room goes black and i fall into darkness for like ever then i land but i land on my bed i can see a dim light and i can make out the shape of her body she climbs on to me i start to get intimate with her i close my eyes because its so great the it goes dark and i start to see a heavenly meadow im laying in a field of roses there is a euphoric feeling through my body then it all goes dark im all alone in a dark room in a corner and i have a feeling of sorrow loneliness and dispair i hear a clown like laugh i feel something tighten on my chest then i wake up gasping for air i am not lieing about this its was a real dream mature answers plz